Friday, October 7th, 2005
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3:40 am
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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9:53 pm - I AM WORTHY
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Too grateful to put into words...
I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!
I will have a class of my own 10-13 year olds in 2005...
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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8:14 pm - ...amongst it all
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I have a job interview tomorrow... :) wow
I played touch rugby tonight and scored two tries :)
Last full teaching day with my kids....aw, can't imagine not going back there on Monday. mm
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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6:10 pm
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what's it been? Over a decade? ;)
I'm still running every second day but have resigned to the fact that while I'm full time teaching I just don't have the energy to go more than 15mins max. Sometimes I'm too buggered to go at all but I have never left it more than two days without running :)
Hope you're all well and sending thoughts often! (whoever may read this that I know!)
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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11:32 pm
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don't usually run two days in a row but I had an MP3 player to try out! SO MOTIVATING!!
just another 13 or so mins for now :)
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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8:17 pm
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same again. actually left my phone here and just went hard around the big block for 13 odd mins. I went at 7.45pm! haha I was SOooooo close to not gonig for the 1st tiem since May!! What an effort...
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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4:10 pm
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Today has been a real :S day
Running lately is taking a back seat to my hectic no sleep LOADS of stress life. FUCK
13.40 yesterday and
13.18 two days before that.
I'm absolutely buggered.
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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10:10 pm
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only 17mins smth today (a) haha I was too tired! lol BUGGERED even teaching FULL TIME all week and freaking 4 to go! I'm proud of me for still exercising at all! ;) No point pushing when I don't feel like it. Hopefully I get back to more regular 25mins runs soonish ;)
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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6:11 pm - running in the rain
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:) 25mins comfortably today. Was SOAKED when I got home but it's warm. Just very SPRING :) ;)
ON SUNDAY only managed 19.25mins lol I was buggered and went in the morning...never best time for me.
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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5:09 pm - run :D
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25mins!! :D:D AND! I can see the TOTAL formation of SIX abs now! :') Not just 4 (a) Doesn't mean i HAVE 6, but like my tummy is changing shape! You know!? SO WORTH IT! :D:D:D
I've been running over 4 months now :') (L) it.
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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8:07 am - River Run
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Yesterday: 24mins :)
and today is RAIN and southerly and snow down to 500meters! lol so GLAD I went yesterday rR
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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5:29 pm
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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5:23 pm
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Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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9:26 pm - more than just exercise
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:) 25mins swimming today
I'm also a qualified 1st aider! (anyone need some CPR? ;))
ok so I am SOOoooooooo HAPPY with myself! (L)(L)(L)(L) On Friday night i was out with my teachers college class and we got SO drunk! and had a fucking AWESOME time! Then LATER on (like it was about 3am) Me and Em were so drunk and tired and she was resting on me and i was pretty much asleep too and we were cuddled up. Then...it turned into sensual touching and kisses (for about 5mins before someone took Em home thinking it was for the best Rr)! :o :x SO, anyhow it's been this big bit of gossip for the past few days and I've been really confused about what's going on and we saw each other on the Saturday for a friend's lunch and we didn't talk about it. Then, we were alone together after lunch and she didn't mention it and i was SO sure she would have! THEN I talked to two of my best friends and that felt great but everyone else I saw was making such a big deal about it and I had no idea about what Emily felt. So after talking to one of my best friends last night I got a different view on things. cause *I* thought Em just wanted to forget it happened cause she didn't mention it and was takling about how drunk she was etc. and so I was like well I'm not gonna mention it cause I'm way shy. My friend however thought no no, her saying that was her trying to acknowledge it and I was like, oh, never thought of that and MAYBE. SO this evening when I got home i thought fuck it I'm just gonna call her. We're not in class for 7 weeks and omg it would have driven me NUTS not knowing and assuming all sorts of things. I'd been deliberating on the idea of calling her since last night! SO, I wrote down on a piece of paper some things I wanted to say and things I wanted to ask before I'd hung up. So she answers and I'm so nervous! Then :') she was all SO glad i called! GRINZ!! aw the BEST! NO BULLSHIT REALLY WORKS! She said SHE thought that *I* didn't remeber it and if she'd talked to me about it, it might have freaked me out and fucked with my head space so :')! I WAS SO GRATEFUL and we just had the most NO bullshit convo!! (L)Sss and I told her all sorts of things and assumptions from throughout the year that I'd thought and she was amazed and told me hers etc.. so we're gonna hang out this week and :D It's all GOOD! GREAT even maybe :') we're so not anything, just the opening to being cool friends :') she goes back to aussie in a few months and has a b/f there anyhow BUT the moral of the story is JUST CUT THE BULLSHIT AND SEEK AND YOU WILL FIND (and have resolution!!) OMG @ trusting the process of life and knowing that you are WORTHY, don't just sit there and suffer and ASSUME!! WOOHOO I'm on SUCH a high! :') (L)
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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9:37 pm
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22min run today 25min swimming on fri
...forgot to add I played 3 of the 4 quaters of a game of indoor netball today (sunday)also then went for my run when i got home..
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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10:08 pm - exercise :D
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It was run day but instead I've swum for 20mins this arvo and just played the most awesome game on defense in indoor netball :D For the whole 40mins!! SO MUCH FUN! :D:D:D
I've also said yes to playing social touch rugby with t-col peeps and a few other peeps I won't know :):) Starts in a few weeks time. Will be on Wednesday nights! :D EXERCISE ROCKS THE SOCKS! ;)
Will run tomorrow instead of today :):)
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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
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2:33 pm - run
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21mins! :):)
Today it was Matty's comments from this morning that gave me the extra inner strength to get to 21mins!! *hugs* I'm really tired after the gig last night and the thought of another one tonight and all the planning i NEED to get on to in between! AAAH!
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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7:59 pm
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i SOoooo didn't wanna go running today ALMOST didn't but :') I RAN 21MINS! :D:D YAY I felt GREAT after it! :')
I just ate 100grams of nougat so LOL just as well I ran ;) (a)
BTW THANK YOU HANNAH for saying I should GO lol! SOo needed SOMEONE to say that to me hehe ;)
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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8:38 pm
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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4:40 pm
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Yesterday I went swimming for 20mins :)
Today 20min run 8)
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